A year ♥

Our beautiful girl turned one last week. One whole year she has been with us and what an amazing year it has been.

I think back to all the sleepless nights we've had (and still have) all the health and development worries, all the tears and fears we've gone through and then I look at my little girl and know that everything we've done has been worth it.
We have an amazing little girl who has brought to much joy into our lives.



Milly turning one also marked 12 months of breastfeeding for me.

For me personally, this is such an amazing achievement. I am so proud that I have been able to achieve this, all the tears and pain was well and truly worth it.

I love breastfeeding, I can't explain why or what it is that I love about it, I just do.

There was a few days about two weeks ago where Milly seemed to be turning off having breastfeeds.
I'll be honest, it had me worried. Although I have decide to follow Milly's lead and wean when she is ready, I know that at the moment I'm not ready to wean.
Thankfully it was only a couple of days and then she was back to having good feeds. But those couple of days made me really realise just how much I love feeding her  ♥♥♥






So much has changed within the past year, we've seen marriages, break-ups, welcomed new babies and cried as some have made their way to heaven,  made new friends and lost some old ones :( built stronger relationships and watched as others have weakened :(

But most of all we have been happy with our little family. We have watched as this amazing bond that Jakson and Milly have together has grown stronger and stronger.
They are completely obsessed with each other and nothing brings me more joy then seeing them play together. The look Milly has when she looks up at her older brother is just amazing, he really is her very own superhero.