I had my egg pick up today and the result wasn't a positive one :(
We were hoping to get 8 or more eggs, but we only got one
I have no idea what went wrong or why there was only one.....I keep telling myself that there is only one because God knows that is all we will need
To say we are devastated is an understatement. We are shattered, just when we thought infertility could not take any more of us emotionally, it goes and does this.
We know it only takes one egg but the reason they stimulate the ovaries is to try and get as many eggs as safely possible so that they can have a few to try and fertilise because the reality is that not all eggs survive the fertilisation process and so you can have some frozen in case the first one that is transferred doesn't stick.
By not having any left to freeze, we have no option but to go through this whole process again if we do not get pregnant with this egg.
The clinic is going to try and fertilise that egg and hopefully if it survives the process than I will have it transferred back into me on Friday
I am so scared that I will get a call tomorrow saying the egg has not survived and it's all over for us :(
I think anytime my phone rings tomorrow I am going to get a horrible deep sinking feeling in my stomach
If the egg does survive than I should get a phone call tomorrow between 1-3pm to tell me what time the transfer will be....*fingers crossed* this is the phone call I get
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To my lord God, I pray for my daughter and her family that you grant them this child. That they feel your power with a life growing inside them. That Jakson will soon have his baby that he has been asking for. That you bless this family with the gift of a new life, you gave them one egg, and with this egg they be blessed and I pray with all my heart and love for you my Lord, that this family are blessed by you with a new life. Please my Lord God hear our prayer. I ask in your name My God - Amen
ReplyDeleteJodie, Johnny, Jakson I love you and I am thinking of you for tomorrow that you will be blessed - love mum/nana
Please pray for my daughter and her family, that the egg harvested today will be their baby. please join me in pray. - debbie
Debbie your reply gave me tears
ReplyDeleteJodie i really hope you get that positive phone call tomorrow. This egg will be your miracle baby!!