No matter how much I try and tell myself that I'm ok, there are some places I can't hide away and convince myself of that.
One of those places is when I'm asleep. I can tell myself every minute of every day that I'm doing ok, feeling good, not stressing about it all....but when I'm asleep it's a different story.
I don't know how to stop the dreams. The dreams of being pregnant, being in labour (I LOVE these dreams), dreams of Johnny and I picking out baby names, dreams of Jakson meeting his new sibling...and than there are the other dreams, the dreams that are not so good :(
Dreams of getting that phone call from our specialist when we were told our only embryo had not survived, dreams of being told that I have no eggs left and there is no chance for another child, dreams that IVF will never work...
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