Wednesday, June 16, 2010

15 days

It's 15 days until my little boy turns 5!

and that means it's 15 days until he think I will have a baby in my tummy.


After being asked every day by him if I had a baby in my tummy yet, I told him that I wouldn't have one until after his birthday....at that time, it seemed like we still had plenty of time to fall pregnant.


Well now it's only 15 days away, and I hate that I told him something that I won't be able to follow through with, but at the time it was a coping mechanism for me.


I went to pick him up from kinder yesterday and was told by his teacher 'I hear congratulations is in order' :(
it turns out that my 4yr old niece had told the kinder teacher that I have a baby in my tummy, Jakson kindly corrected her that I won't have one until his birthday.


When his birthday does roll around, how am I going to tell him that I still don't have that baby in my tummy, that I don't know when I will have one and that I don't know why I don't have one yet :(


I just pray that he isn't going to ask me on his actual birthday...hopefully he will be to distracted to think about it.
After his birthday I can deal with it, but not on is birthday....I just want to celebrate my baby boy growing up into my little man

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